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Gifts That Say “I Still See You”
It was Christmas Eve. Little did I know that six months later, Ma would leave this world forever. She was 91. Had I only known, I would’ve lingered. I would’ve spent more time with her. But that’s just it, we never know, do we? As I rode the elevator to the third floor and walked the long hallway to Ma’s apartment, I wondered if anyone had arrived yet. Her door was already ajar—she always did that when she knew someone was coming. Inside, she sat all dressed up in her glider, as if she’d been ready for hours. That image is etched in my mind. She was alone. My usual…
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Facing the Final Chapters, What Do I Believe Now?
I like to think of myself as a budding middle-ager disguised in a maturing body. But the truth is, I’m closer to the final chapter than I am to the middle. And lately, fragments from past chapters are flashing before me as if I were conducting my own life review. I’m not in crisis or breaking down. But questions linger in the back of my mind like an intruder, showing up at the most inconvenient times. What Do I Really Believe Now? The reality is that I’m no longer in the middle of life. I’m not even at the top of the mountain, looking back at the rocky ascent. I’m…





